Mr. Nicosetti from the Toronto Centrale
Institue of Italian thumbs, is weeping inside
the pages of a notebook he wrote when he was ten
years old under the Italian Alps, and poverty-stricken he
tells me.
His wife is weeping, his house is made of gingerbread
with a madonna for a door-knocker. I am the first to
hear his tears tonight; his politics is something
inescapable. He talks up a storm; he is all pathos
with an eye for antipasto. He is the centre of his
community, he tells me; he has taught children to sing
the alpine songs, because Italian is a beautiful thing
and enriches. Outside, three thousand miles of wind
is bleating against three thousand miles of ocean;
somewhere in a country like a boot, something goes on
that is nothing like “Il Ponte Vecchio”, or Gigli
or Michelangelo.They are building Rome in one
day in Toronto, and it will disappear with
the snows. There is a country the size of
my skull in me; I fill it with loves ones
and three thousand poems. When I go to
heaven I will have a passport made of hairs and a drop
of blood, and no one will ask me the spelling of my
name, and I will be bothered by wild and significant things.
Originally published in White Wall Review 7 (1983)